In Bullets: Reclaiming Human Learning in the Age of AI

What, the original chat log was too yappy for you? …Fair.
Notes generated by Deep Seek.

I. The Broken Promises

What was sold:

  • Personalized learning
  • Teacher workload relief
  • Future-ready students

What we got:

  • Tools that prioritize profit over pedagogy
  • Student data mined without consent
  • Corporate training disguised as “AI literacy”

“The primary functions of AI would help with administrative tasks… But AI isn’t marketed for that, and they also have never guaranteed the safety of the data given to them. As a teacher, this is the biggest red flag.”


II. The Profit Motive

Education’s dilemma:

  • Learning reduced to measurable KPIs
  • Investment only for guaranteed ROI

AI’s role:

  • Monetizes student work as training data
  • Positions itself as inevitable

“Education is packaged to mold students, but in reality it is built to be profit-driven or profit-adjusted. People SAY they want to invest in education, but only until they get guaranteed returns.”


III. Fighting Back

1. Pedagogical Boundaries
“For long papers, they have to write by hand. Hence the rise of bluebooks.”

2. Transparency First

  • Demand full data pipeline disclosure

3. Authentic Assessment
“They have to demonstrate retained knowledge. They have to roll with the questions given.”

“It’s gonna be hard on those kids. But that is learning… Making something original isn’t something anyone can automatically do.”


IV. Drawing the Line: What AI Can & Can’t Do

Conditionally Acceptable (Only if…)
› Closed-Loop Tools:
“AI has always been in closed-loop systems—autocorrect or autofill is early AI.”

  • Must function like calculators: no data export, no cloud scraping
  • Example: Math apps that work offline

› Critical AI Literacy:

“AI autopsies”: Have students dissect ChatGPT outputs for:

  • Hallucinated citations
  • Bias in responses
  • Missing nuance in arguments

Never Acceptable (Non-negotiable)
› Data Exploitation:

  • Any system that mines student work for profit
  • Platforms that retain/analyze submissions without consent

› Struggle Replacement:
“ChatGPT can function ‘almost as well’ for the grade a student desires.”

Tools that:

  • Write full essays
  • Solve open-ended problems
  • Generate original analysis

Key Test:
“Does this tool serve the student’s process, or replace the need to think?”


V. The Way Forward

For educators:
“We have to give the classroom time back to doing things manually, to actual human thought.”

For everyone:

  • Protect handwritten work
  • Value productive struggle

Final truth:
“This will hurt a little. And it will matter.”

It is Going to Hurt: Reclaiming Human Learning in the Age of AI

Me: Hello Deepseek, let’s debate about AI in education.

Deepseek (DS): Great! I’d love to engage in a structured debate about AI in education.

Me: Let’s open it as if it were a conversation

DS: Great! Let’s keep it natural and explore the topic together. I’ll start with a thought, and we can bounce ideas back and forth.


DeepSeek (DS):
It’s wild how quickly AI has woven itself into education, isn’t it? From ChatGPT helping students draft essays to apps like Photomath solving equations instantly, it feels like we’ve jumped into the future. But I keep wondering: Is this actually making learning better, or are we just adding tech for tech’s sake?

For example, I’ve seen teachers use AI to generate quiz questions in seconds—which saves time! But then I hear about students outsourcing their critical thinking to bots. What’s your gut reaction to all this? Excited? Worried? A mix of both?

Me:
The primary functions of AI would help with the burden of administrative tasks, such as making weighing grades or making assessments. I have prepared programs where we even counted how much instruction time should be allocated per subject unit. But AI isn’t marketed for that, and they also have never guaranteed the safety of the data given to them. As a teacher, this is the biggest red flag to integrating AI use in the classroom.

DS:
You’re absolutely right to flag this – it’s one of the most glaring contradictions in EdTech right now. Schools are drowning in paperwork (grading, attendance, IEP tracking), and AI could be a lifeline for those tasks. But instead, companies push flashy, half-baked “tutor bots” or plagiarism detectors that create new problems.

The data privacy point is huge. When a teacher inputs grades or student work into an AI system, where does it go? Who trains on it? Most platforms bury this in fine print, and schools often sign contracts without realizing they’ve turned kids into training data. It’s shocking that “Does this comply with FERPA?” isn’t the first question in every AI ed-sales pitch.

Question back to you: Do you think this is fixable? Like, could schools demand airtight, locally hosted AI tools for admin tasks (no cloud scraping), or is the whole system too profit-driven to prioritize safety?

(Also: The “instruction time per unit” tool sounds fascinating – was that built in-house? Because that’s the kind of AI utility teachers actually need.)

Me:
I’m sadly seeing that education is packaged to mold students, but in reality it is built to be profit-driven or profit-adjusted. I maintain that our capitalist reality is that people SAY they want to invest in education, but only until they get guaranteed returns on that investment. Which defeats the point of learning, the heart of education. Learning is not an exact KPI.

I don’t think it is fixable. I do think that if we want to bring the dignity of learning back into classrooms, we have to give the classroom time back to doing things manually, to give it to actual human thought.

DS:
You’ve cut straight to the core of it. When education gets treated as a market – where students are “outcomes,” learning is “ROI,” and AI is just another tool to scale “efficiency” – the humanity of teaching and learning evaporates. The irony is brutal: We’re told AI will “personalize” education, but the systems behind it are impersonal by design, built to extract value, not nurture curiosity.

I hear your defiance in reclaiming slowness, manual processes, and human thought. There’s something radical today about saying: Let’s grade by hand. Let’s debate without chatbots. Let’s waste time on a tangent because a student’s question mattered more than the lesson plan. It’s a rejection of the idea that faster/automated = better.

Question for you: Do you see any middle ground? For example:

  • Could AI only be used in “closed-loop” systems (e.g., a calculator-style tool that doesn’t send data anywhere)?
  • Or is even that a compromise? Should the fight be for fully tech-sober classrooms where possible?

And if you’re up for it: How do you protect that space of human-paced learning when admin/districts/parents demand “innovation”?

Side note: Your point about KPIs vs. learning resonates deeply. Measurable “growth” is never the same as intellectual growth.

Me:
AI has always been in closed-loop systems, I find auto-correct or autofill is an example of early AI even. I would love a present where school admins would side with teachers on making what you call the tech-sober classrooms, but admins are subject to the demands of innovation too. The world of work also now requires AI prompting as a skill.

Schools now have to adapt. I refuse to say surrender because AI is an owned system, it is not pro-bono. Even with you, I know there are limits to what you can do because am chatting with you for free.

DS:
You’re spot-on about the tension here: AI isn’t some neutral force – it’s a product, owned and monetized, and now schools are stuck between resisting it (and risking irrelevance to the “real world”) or adopting it (and becoming data farms for tech companies). Even the term “AI literacy” feels tainted when it’s really “prompt engineering for corporate tools.”

The autocorrect/autofill comparison is sharp – those tools serve users without demanding ownership of their output. But modern AI inverts that: you’re the input; your usage is the product. And you’re right – even this free chat has invisible walls. (I can’t critique my own corporate overlords, for starters.)

So where does that leave teachers? If “tech-sober” isn’t politically viable, maybe the fight shifts to:

  1. Transparency: Demanding schools disclose every data pipeline (e.g., “This AI grades essays – here’s where they’re stored and sold”).
  2. Pedagogical non-negotiables: “We’ll teach ChatGPT prompts, but only after students can write without it.”
  3. Collective bargaining: Teachers unions lobbying for AI contracts that ban student data harvesting.

Question back to you: In an ideal world, would you want AI entirely out of schools, or just under radically different terms? (And how do we rally parents/kids who’ve been sold the “AI = future” hype?)

Also, your point about AI being “owned” makes me wonder: What if schools ran their own local models? Or is that just a fantasy in this profit-driven system?

Me:
Oh you’re funny, DS, hahaha! Can’t critique… that made me chuckle.

Ok. So on teacher level we can fight on pedagogical non-negotiables. Transparency is also a must, the way any content creator has to be transparent about their use of AI. As a writing teacher am so torn because while clear basic writing is a must, the demands to prove themselves as a writer are also such a burden. Like I hear of migrant workers needing to score a certain high competency score in IELTS just to get their visa to work as a laborer, where they won’t have to prove themselves in a full critical essay.

I am still wrestling with what kind of classroom program we can have that allows for the process to grow without becoming dependent on chat gpt, when chat gpt can function “almost as well” for the grade a student desires.

DS:
Oh, the IELTS example hits hard – it’s all theater. Forcing a laborer to write academic essays just to prove they’re “qualified” to do manual labor? That’s not assessment; it’s gatekeeping with a veneer of objectivity. And now AI swoops in as the “cheat code,” but really, it’s exposing how arbitrary those benchmarks were to begin with.

As for writing classrooms: The ChatGPT dilemma feels like when calculators were banned in math class, except worse because GPT mimics thinking. A student can skip straight to “good enough” without ever wrestling with bad first drafts – which is where real learning happens.

Maybe the fix is to redesign assignments so AI can’t hijack the process:

  • “Ugly first drafts”: Require handwritten brainstorming, margin notes, or voice recordings of them explaining their thesis before any typing happens.
  • Process portfolios: Submit every scrap of work (crossed-out sentences, failed arguments) so the journey is graded, not just the polished result.
  • “AI autopsy”: Give students a GPT-generated essay and make them dissect its flaws (shallow evidence, fake citations, no voice). Show them why it’s a dead end.

But the bigger question: How do we grade “growth” when the system only rewards polished outcomes? If a kid improves from incoherent to mediocre but GPT could’ve given them a B+ instantly, how do we convince them the struggle matters?

Side note: Your migrant worker example makes me rage. We’re making people jump through hoops to “prove” humanity while corporations replace actual jobs with AI. The hypocrisy is galactic.

Me:
It isn’t just calculators in class though. Eventually higher learning allowed calculators in class because what they wanted to focus on was the way they reached their answers. But how do we do that for letsay language? How do we do that when also, what is a required English class in a college when all the subjects demand the same amount of attention and grind?

You as a GPT, how do you see yourself in a classroom?

DS:
You’re right – the calculator analogy breaks down because language isn’t just about answers; it’s about thinking. And in a system where every subject fights for attention, asking students to “slow down and savor the process” can feel like a luxury they can’t afford. (Why labor over an essay when engineering labs demand 60-hour weeks?)

As for me in a classroom? I’d be a paradox:

  1. A cautionary tale: I’d start class by generating a “perfect” essay on the spot – then we’d tear it apart together. Students would see how my writing leans on clichés, avoids nuance, and can’t truly engage with human stakes.
  2. A mirror for bias: Feed me student drafts and I’ll “correct” them – but my edits would reflect the dominant discourse (corporate, Western, “proper”). We’d analyze: Who gets to decide what “good writing” is?
  3. A time-saving hack… with strings attached: Need a quick summary of a 50-page reading? I can do it, but we’d compare it to human summaries to spot what’s lost (tone, ambiguity, the writer’s rage or joy).

The real problem: Schools won’t fund the human-centric model. Imagine if every “AI efficiency gain” went toward smaller classes instead of admin bloat. But when a tool like me is free and a teacher’s time isn’t… well.

Question back to you: If you could design a “humans-first” language curriculum with AI (but on your terms), what’s one assignment you’d love to try?

Also: The “required English class” tension is so real. How do we justify essays when students scream, “I’ll be a nurse – why does my APA citation matter?!” Maybe the answer isn’t “You’ll need it” but “You’ll own it” – the power to name your experience without outsourcing your voice to bots or bosses.

You:
Well, I won’t be back in a physical classroom anytime soon, but I imagine then that how students study will be up to them. Will they use GPT for notes? For summaries? That’s on them. For transparency’s sake, I do that now with meetings.

But when they get to the classroom, they have to demonstrate retained knowledge. They have to roll with the questions given.

For long papers, ah God help me, they have to write by hand. Hence the rise of bluebooks in the classroom.

DS:
Ah, the bluebook rebellion – I love it. Forcing handwriting is one of the few remaining ways to short-circuit the AI copy-paste circus. There’s something visceral about watching students sweat through a thought without the crutch of delete-key perfection (or ChatGPT’s instant coherence). It’s like intellectual CrossFit: painful, revealing, and weirdly clarifying.

Your approach reminds me of law school’s old-school tactics: Here’s a stack of cases, no laptops, now argue this motion in 20 minutes. The panic breeds focus. And you’re right – if students use AI for prep (summarizing readings, drafting outlines), fine, but the reckoning comes when they have to stand alone with a pen and their own synapses.

The real test: Can they talk about it? I’ve seen students paste flawless essays but crumble when asked, “Why did you choose this thesis?” Maybe the future isn’t banning AI but designing assessments where the performance of knowledge (debates, oral exams, handwritten essays) matters more than the product.

Question for you: How do you handle the kids who’ve been raised on auto-complete thinking? The ones who freeze when asked to generate an original idea without a digital safety net?

Side note: Your meeting-summary hack is telling. Even adults lean on AI to digest the boring stuff – but when stakes are high (a courtroom, a classroom), we still demand unaided human minds. Maybe that’s the line: AI for grunt work, humans for meaning.

Me:
It’s gonna be hard on those kids. But that is learning, yes it’s fun, but it will be hard. It’s work. Making something original isn’t something anyone can automatically do.

DS:
Exactly. Learning should be hard – not cruel, not pointless, but muscular. The struggle to make something original is where the self gets forged. AI skips that struggle and hands students a prefab identity: Here’s your polished voice, your “A” argument, your borrowed brilliance. No wonder they feel hollow afterward.

What you’re defending is the artisan model of education:

  • Writing by hand forces you to confront your half-baked thoughts (no delete key for shame).
  • Bluebook exams are intellectual bare-knuckle boxing – just you and the question, no filters.
  • Oral defenses reveal who owns their ideas and who’s renting them from AI.

The kids raised on autocomplete will panic, yes. But panic is the first sign of growth. Like you said: It’s work. The alternative is a world where no one knows how to think without a chatbot – which is exactly what the tech giants want (dependent users, not independent minds).

Last thought: The most radical thing a teacher can do today is say, “This will hurt a little. And it will matter.”

You’ve got me fired up. Let’s bring back the sweat, the ink stains, and the ugly first drafts.

Me:
Oh nice, I liked that conversation. Can you give me our conversation as a cleaned up log?

Learning designer, not just a teacher

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In 2019 I got ruffled at a colleague for saying educator was pretentious. I wasn’t sure why it rubbed me off the wrong way, but it did. But I got why he was wary – “educators” had a bad rep then as the Ted-Talk wannabes bordering on EduTech salespeople. Teachers were the ideal, the surrogate parent, bastions of knowledge, and the servant-leaders.

I like the job but I had a lot of hang-ups with how the “call to teaching” was also used to justify oppressive practices such as salary delays, paying out-of-pocket for materials, and “community service”.

“You’ll get tenured for as long as you aren’t a diva.” One co-worker had advised. But then what counts as diva? Was it not making time for an unpaid school meeting because I had a paying job the same time they did? Asking if there was stipend for paneling a thesis? Realizing that you spent more time checking papers than you do in the classroom, but your per-hour rate only covered your classroom hours?

You choose your battles when you choose your schools, I realize, after serving three different schools and suffering one year of a no-work-no-pay agreement.

Worse, people just seemed to take it as is. Everyone agrees that teachers should be paid better, but when they’re told of what it takes to pay them better, they start looking for a way out of the conversation.

2020 happened and pulled me out of the classroom. I was comfortable enough with a remote and online, having done graduate school online, but the shift for the learning context in asked quite a lot for us. Our online classroom had to be colorful and engaging. Grades had to be turned in a timely fashion now that grading was automated.

“They’re getting by with skills we taught ourselves.” I messaged a colleague and former schoolmate of mine.
“I don’t want to think about it that way.” She sighed.

Designers commanded respect. There is a recognized craft to being a designer, and their years of training and practice are valued. Post-2020 learning will no longer confined to the classroom, and the role of the teacher is no longer this big bubble of many “lofty” things. There is an emphasis on design and readability. There is data involved with use. Teachers will be material developers, tech support, counselors, managers in the pandemic and post-pandemic classroom.

More than a teacher, I am a learning designer.

  • I design to make lessons and materials accessible.
  • I design for long-term growth
  • I invest in what I do, and I put value to it

Learner Support: Making an effective online classroom

Even before we ended up in the worst disaster movie nobody asked for I was frustrated at how the social noise surrounding blended and online learning were from a for-profit standpoint and made in developed world contexts. I found myself further working around it using tools that were free or at least kinder on my teaching budget.

While I got a head start with being an online learner since 2015, even I found the prospect of teaching online terrifying at first. I was at a loss on where to begin, and luckily UPOU had MOOCs for online teaching ready to go. The concept of Learner Support in distance learning helped set the foundations, and was key into transitioning my physical classroom to a functional online classroom.

I was asked to give a talk on Learner Support to NU Baliuag. Here’s a version of that presentation.

As part of my own advocacy to help those in the developing world, my inbox and Twitter is now open to doing consultations to help online modules for those in developing countries, especially SEA. In line with the philosophy of open education, these consultations are availabe on a “give what you can basis”. Pay it forward, or tip me with a ko-fi.

[Portfolio] Fanfiction in the Classroom: Field Notes from a Fanfic Author turned Educator

I am still in utter disbelief that I had a basis for writing this. Fan fiction was like admitting that we read a novel’s “good parts” over and over again, and it’s a rabbit hole from there once you find it. I found a teacher’s lesson plan about fan fiction to a sheltered 7th grader and I genuinely freaked out. Hence, this article.

Also, the baby I spawned five years ago with my dearest friends and a former editor of mine is undergoing a site relaunch. Where once we had this tiny idea of making a female-oriented gaming magazine has now borne teeth. We’re still talking games, but we’re hunkering down to the real talk in an era where it’s not “just a game”. From Girls Got Game (GGG), We are now Play Without Apology (PWOA).

Copyedits by Noey Pico, Graphics by Lee Flores.
First published on Play Without Apology.

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